What i agreed & feel...

On my 27 Oct 2009 post- I agreed what Hubby commented! Read his entire post & we know what is going on in ur daily life. Occurs , happens, overcome to slove the problems. "Through Adversity, Miracles Do Happen". These 5 words keep registering in our mind, constantly guiding and motivating us whenever we meet with any challengers in our daily life. The TVB series indeed was a nice! If it's not you who rented the DVD for me to watch, i may not know these 5 words which can be so important to us. We believe!

Flowing out- (I'm thinking what you are thinking)!!! You are being bless being HAPPY & lucky every single of your day with me. I totally agreed what you had said:

We have fought so hard to be in this world - lets constantly gently remind each of us the following:-

a) Through Adversity, Miracles Do Happen! - Hehehe...God really bless me with a miracle to have you in my life! Praise the LORD!

b) Lets Take Ownership of our problems and challengers and not letting excusity to take control of us.Hmm...this will constantly remind me that no matter what challengers that we may have, TOGETHER we can overcum them! Right Baby?

On a final note Baby, with you entering my life, I had never been that HAPPY and lucky. Everyday, I will constantly remind myself that I am going to cherish you and love you as much as you desire....till the end of time! Muacks! :))))

Let's move on next:

Touching on 21st October 2009 post- Just one word of "GAY" can create so many comments in my blog. I didn't know Hubby commented was so "Serious" about the "GAY" word. As everyone has the right to talk about it which actually Hubby was referring to some of my "Gays" friend until my friend Gary mentioned it.

Since everyone was so curious about this gay incident & my darling Charlene commented it out as her girlfriend who knows William through police force. And William being with one of my project group mate was the worse of asking him to hide his identity from me & they got to know through internet & asked him to lie to me that they got to know each other from a birthday party.

When i saw my project group mate handphone sms William sent to him, one word to describe-FAINTED! In previous blog, there's someone tag in my tag box saying how's his character was & being with another guy-saying having boyfriend. That's why i removed my tag box. Accepted all his past & habits but each & everytime we quarrel, back to square one.

Not only that, even some of his good friends or his close ones have been telling me bout his stuffs. I choose not to believe but there's some prove which he doesn't know i discovered long ago. Worse till was his mum called me for 1 hour chat. I discovered something from his mum which i do not know about this at all. BEST! His mum objected them that's why they broke off...

"Just a causal asking-Would anyone bring someone home to sleep for few day then broke off???"

Is kinda sad to know that even if his past he NEVER be honest to me for the past 13 months. SAD! Hubby, i like what you type the following in my comment:

Ask yourself the following:-

1) How many times have you send your girl-friend home over the past 13 months?

2) How many times had you paid courtesy visits to his parents?

3) How many times did you bother to meet up with her at her work place even when you finish work early?

4) Did you bother to send her home even when she was sick whilst going out with you? Do i need to list down more?????

Get a Life and Move On! Stop whining and bitching like a faggort! (Prove me wrong please!)

ANSWERS:

1) He sent me once home when Edison said hey is already past 12am, you should sent Jasmine home. We chilled out at TCC with Edison & Michelle. Guess what??? He called & complained about cab fare to me. Whining & nagging about it. So i told him, the most i pay him lor. Is not a big deal to me. For god sake, been with me for so long & i had NEVER had any expectation on him for senting me home. Knowing we lived very far. Least, be gentleman for the past 13 months sent me home once yet complained about cab fare.- Is this called willing to sent me home???

My dad aways been asking me: Why he don't have the sense of secure??? Why he don't care about my safety at all??? He still can tell me Singapore very safe one. For all these i'm okay. My asthma attack came while having some competition with him for the Redano contest, yes he asked me whether am i fine. I replied okay! Please be gentlemen. At least sent me home before heeding to Orchard. Guess what??? He left me alone to go home by myself. While on the way home, i'm still very weak & pale. He heeded down to Orchard instead. How great to dump his girlfriend home like this.

2) Less than 5 times for the past 13 months. After new year this year January 2009, he visited my parents on National Day (9th of August). Count from Jan-Aug, how many months then he willing to pay a visit. After 7 months, goodness!

Asked him to come over to my Gugu house for just that only day as my cousin flying over to Sweden. Gugu ordered Buffet. He actually lied to me of going to grandma house. How great his lie was to me!

3) He NEVER meet or fetch me after work for the past 13 months. NOT even ONCE! Bodyshop and events ended late still can excuse. Whenever i got pushcart, he can come look for me after his work at 5.30pm. The most he reached my working place at 6.30pm. He choose to go out instead most of the time. Telling me he got this & that.

4) He NEVER sent me home when i was sick whlist after the contest.

List down more???

There to go: Sorry to have said so much. Cause all those comments started first.

Hubby, think why he always win those contest by his own photo??? Why he always got free movie tickets??? Why he always got free vouchers??? Think hard & you'll know-Cause you are smart!

Sorry Hubby if you do not know things doesn't goes so smoothly between us after about 6 months. I been always keeping silence whenever i knew something. Talking out things with him, he been denying! Senting me a long email asking me to find a better guy than him. (Lucky i found you)- All thanks to him! Senting a sms to me saying: Considering of breaking up. Yet he can goes around telling his good friend saying: "Oh it was just testing Jasmine".

Hubby, was it a joke??? If you love someone, will you use all these sentences to test her??? Raising his voice to me twice in the public in front of so many friends around. I bear with it. Isn't it too much??? I'll never do that to my love ones. NEVER!

Inside cinema, on my 21st birthday chalet next day morning, went Johor with his parents. Guess what??? He was disrespectful to me. Hubby, try to think of what he did to me cause i couldn't type here as it was so bad & hurting. A sense of respectful to me also don't have, is that LOVE??? Sorry Hubby, if i had NEVER mentioned this to you.

My mind can't function well now as those comment makes me think of how "Xin Ku" i am with him. Making me run here & there just for contests, photo taking, just to win those unuseful prizes which his mum also told me so. When comes to exam period, we will quarelled like hell & he don't even understand me at all that i'm having my exams round the corner. I need some peace!

Hubby, now you know how i feel???