Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Back Soon!

Jasmine will be back soon to type what hapened in these two weeks. Do bear with me cause i am currently busy with some stuffs. Thank you & take care everyone!

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Regarding On Certain Issues...

Last night, due to "certain issue" i knew you were quite unhappy about me. When we mentioned about "that lady", you were quite pissed off. YES, i know! As i had promised you not to help her yet this time i did. I'm sorry if i 'd already help her this time without your knowledge. I'm so sorry! Will promise you not to help her again. I'll reject her from now on.

Knowing you & her not in good terms. I also don't wish cause of this our relationship turns sour. To me, is just a small matter for being kind gesture to "her" or to " the branch people". I hope you can understand that from young till now, i'm always have been a kind-hearted person who helps everyone. I believe in helping will do a good deed & futhermore i'm not harming anyone.

I know you care for me a lot by not letting anyone make use of me. You don't want me to be so "xin ku" in helping these people. Cause my health always not been good. You don't want anyone to treat your love ones as sucker. All these i know. Thank you bao bei who always been so thoughtful to me.

While you are driving, after mentioning about "her", we are so quiet in the car while heeding for supper & driving me home. Knowing after that, you don't feel good, you actually point....2 times to the taxi-driver when he high beam you. After that, you told me about your mum's health. Last, your car's controller run of battery out of sudden.

All things just happened within few hours. Please, you knew you are harsh today morning. Seiously, i can't take the "F" word while MSN with you. I knew you are trying to vent your anger but please next time before you say anything, think of my feelings first.

I don't care whether the word is for "Me" or for Them", is not very nice to me. Both of us are from a well brought family, we know very clearly what to say to our partner by not hurting any one of them.

I don't wish cause of this small matter using " words" on anyone. I'll never do that. I knew man will do that when comes to "things happened". You told me before, you can be very "KL" at times. Last night & today morning, my first time to experience it. Guess, there'll be more to come.

I just don't want you to be too harsh on anything. Cause it'll affect me... Everything can be slove by us. Like i said we are couple, anything do not hide. Over MSN, you put "the status". When i asked, you said is work. Actually long ago, i knew is about "that lady".

Until i kept asking & asked you isit about her, then you bring up the matter. I don't wish cause of small matter, we had different points of view though we did not quarrel. From the very first day i knew you, i don't think you are strict to me.

Knowing you are worried for me more than anyone else. You just don't want me to work so much due to my health. You want me to relax as much as i can is all for my own good. Thanks for being there for me.

I shall start working more in December due to Christmas at the Body Shop. Of course, i won't work if exams are nearer or so. I'll also give myself a break in between to spent time with you. Won't forget about you, defintely! I'll plan my schedule & email you again.

Sorry if i'd make you so moody in the first place!

Thousands of SORRY!

Right now, gonna busy of packing my stuffs in order to move over by tomorrow. I'm super duper unhappy with the buyer for rushing us...is very unfair to us. I seek your understanding for being busy these few days.

My mum being cheated by....that's why today things happened. She cried & i hug her together to cry. This was the 2nd time, i hug her to cry. Seeing her upset, my heart bleeds.

I was deeply sad now & my house is in a mess. Full of cartons. I hope dad can do some help instead of being so naggy & angry. We just have to pack & leave, is so easy! So less talking & help one another.

Third carton, i'm sweating & my brother went to meet client. Left me alone to pack the whole house. I'm just tired, i got less than 24 hours to pack. I'll be a piece of dead meat after this...

Sunday, October 18, 2009

Happy 1 Month Anniversary To Mr Danny Lee & Ms Jasmine Lee!!!

I had a great time with Hubby today. Went cycling, lunch, accompany him to Bedok HQ to do his stuffs, Fast & Furious & dinner. This is my first time cycling with boyfriend. Been decade years never cycle already. That feeling was indeed wonderful cause we rent the couple bicycle.

Was quite sunny but we ride very fast at times. The wind blew through our face makes us so relax. We cycled about 1 hour & 30 minutes. Was a long distance. Went to view the sea as well. Took some photos. Now a days, baby will always ask me: Did i bring along my camera??? He loves taking photos with me. Is all due to the feelings & for our wedding.

Will upload photos soon!!!

Wanna know how we started off this relationship???

Here comes the story of us...

While i'm having my pushcart, "Someone" is peeping me. Or rather i can say some people of the branch are peeping me but "this someone" peep at me the most. He always give me excuses that he was just doing his job by standing outside to view people.

At that time we thought that we got no hope for each other. Cause our facebook state: In a relationship. He actually flipped my photos with " ". So he thought we are super duper loving. My last day of pushcart, he sent me a sms to date me out to marina barrage & a movie. We had our foot massage & coffee as well.

Then we started to chat. Think that is the first time he shared so much of his life to me. Carrer, family, relationship, colleagues & friends. Since when i started to talk about my life to a person..??? Been very long that i never say so much to "Someone".

That very day "Someone" already fall in love with me. Even though if i'd feelings for that "Someone", i was pretty unsure due to certain things. First, i'm having a relationship with " ". Second, my previous relationship which related to him so much. Third, same surname.

He made me realise how much i should cherish him more than a friend. He really do. I was very impressed by one of his message to me. That is: In time to come, you will be busy with studies, work, family, boyfriend and possibly preparation for your wedding. Are you confident that you will have time and energy for me? Your forcus will be different then.

~Woo~ this message makes me thinks a lot more than usual.

He knew that i'm worn out due to working body shop, pushcart & events. Weekend, still have to help my mum. Not easy to handle so many things in one go plus studies. So he asked me to submit my schedule to him so whatever unnecessary, he'll cancel off for me. How NICE of him!

Sounds pretty good! So we met up again, just to pass him my schedule. Never thought that he will asked me for a drink at Bakerzine. From that day onwards, bakerzine was our dating place. He choose the left sofa seat. Before the night, he had already created a long messages for me. He was kinda shy so dare not sent me yet.

Until i kept asking him to sent me. SENT, right in front of me. Was shocked. First sentence he said: By now, you should know where am i coming from??? So i trying to be funny, replied: Ya, you are coming from the OCBC. His reaction was woo..."the cushion almost fly on me".

Said it was a good reply from me. Cause he always like my twist & turn, no horse run. Fast witted! He always said this is one of my strong point which i have. Whenever i twist & turn, he'll laugh!

Sorry hubby, i rejected you that very day. Knowing how sad you are, your eyes betrayed you, face & ears are red made me felt so bad. It just vanished from your sight...Sorry about it!

Luckily, you took the intative to step forward again to date me for a drink at Bakerzine again. This time, you choose the seat at the right hand corner instead of the left one. Cause, is so bad of that rejection from me to you so you decided to change the seats. So FUNNY! Onwards, right hand sofa is our meeting area. Guess, that is our HAPPY place.

Lucky i did not let hubby wait for my answer for too long if not we won't end up in this loving relationship. Defintely, i made a right choice by having him with me. He's the only man who can give me the secure. Thank you, hubby

Your car have been very hardworking since the day you knew me, especially the day we started...Up & down, to & fro. No matter where i am, how far i am, you'll drive & wait for me. Especially, when i haven't take my meals.

That night, we hang out till 6am in the morning was the most memorable one. We went to Marina Barrage & Labrador park. I didn't expected to stay so long with you. My first time going home so late.

Hubby now slowly no shy with me. He very daring. Everytime, we "Joke" things like...haha!(Are you thinking what i'm thinking???) Yesterday still "smack" my butt 3 times in a row when i told him not pain at all. I told him today sure blue black. I'm strong enough to overcome his "smack". Cause he used to smack his ex but she cried.

Looking foward to share more story with you all...

Friday, October 16, 2009

Johor Trip With Hubby!!!

Our Photos At Johor...










































































































































































Went Johor with Hubby yesterday. Enjoyed ourselves. Though we did not shop much, we had our window shopping, lunch, dinner, car washing, petrol at there. My first time to go Johor together with my boyfriend. Just the both of us. We shall go more often...

Reached Singapore at about 10.30pm. Hubby drove to railway mall & had coffee together. Hubby was hungry...ordered 2 eggs & biscuits with butter & kaya. While he was answering
a call, i helped him spread the kaya & butter on top of the biscuits & cracked the eggs for him.

Before the eggs are already to collect from the counter, hubby whisper to my ears asking me whether know how to irritate people a not??? Cause the cashier lady was super rude to Hubby. So i rushed over to collect his order for him, i gave her a black face & was rude to her back.

To me was like how dare you rude to my Hubby. Customer service is bad! Vice versa, hubby will protect me whenever comes to other man kept looking at me. Hubby will say: How dare he keep looking at my girlfriend. Actually, hubby is jealous wor...(Nice one)

I'd never crack any half boil eggs for myself or anyone. Usually, my parents do that for me when i was young. 22 years old, this is the first time i did that for my boyfriend. How blessed he is to have me.~Nah~ both of us are blessed by each other.

Since when Hubby likes to take photo with me??? He dislikes taking photo but being with me he wants to & feels so comfortable taking with me. There's a reason behind that. It was to preapre for our montage when wedding is getting nearer.

Right now, i'm missing Hubby so much cause today we are not meeting as i have to go to gugu house & he got police duty to work on. I'm counting down the hours to meet tomorrow. Yes, our 1 month anniversary tomorrow.

We gonna heed to East Coast park to cycle, fast & furious & more to go. See the timing as well...I'm gonna blog about our beautiful story of how we started this relationship after tomorrow. Do view my blog soon!

4 hours of sleep...

Slept at 1.30am, woke up at 5.30am. Can't get to sleep. My mind full of Hubby now. Since when i started to miss him so much??? Since when i started to love him so much till i can't breathe??? Since when he appeared in my dreams for so many times???

Is all started with the rejection onwards...our story was a beautiful story though started was kinda sad for him cause i kept telling him we can only be good friends. At that point of time is a NO NO to me, cause we still with our ex partner.

Danny is a perfect life long partner to me. Who i'll want to think of marriage. Last time, i always tell people give me 5 years cause i don't want to tie down by my partner's family plus i'm still young. If it's only Danny, anytime will do...(Planning goes on between us).

Am listening to the "bai bai" CD. One of the CD "Da Bei Zhou" that i like was spolit cause never play for abt 2 years. Need to get one excatly the same soon. Curently listen to another similar one. My heart can't stable down, don't know why. Been very long never have this kind of feeling already.

Now i felt relax abit after listening. Don't see me like this...i can follow the song and sing. Once, i cab back few months back, a taxi driver was impressed by me of singing along when he played the "bai bai" disc. He told me not many young girls know how to sing so i told him my family very "bai bai" de. He smile & chat with me quite awhile.

Danny is the reason that makes me have the confident in believing to pray & go temple more often. Thank you, dear!

There's a few things in my mind. One is Hubby! Can't stop thinking of him. Second, all those sms that reminds me... Hubby, sorry if you were to ask me to stop thinking. I can't! Cause is like a battle for me to fight against with her. I know how much we are unseperated, how much we can't afford to lose each other, how much we cherish each other. That's why the fear is there.

Next, actually hubby you had guess correct while in your car last night. I was holding you while you are driving and you suddenly asked me: What am i thinking??? For that moment: I was kinda shocked till i don't know how to reply you so i told you nothing! Cause, i never expected that you knew that i was thinking something in my mind.

Vice Versa again! We got the strong feel knowing what each other is thinking. This is one of the point that i can never expect my partner to know me so well.

Was quite affected when i met Kevin. Mentioned a bit of "him" & saw Kevin was kinda angry & sad plus his reaction and his eyes, not normal. Cause not only i lost hope on him, many people do.

I received lots of sms, msn message or even meet up with some of them.(Kiehl's boys) Thanks for so supportive & for those who know the real story behind. Knowing i should move on in life rather than seeing a no future with...they are very happy for me cause i had already find my true love.

Thank you hubby for making one of my wish come true. I always wanting to have a chalet with my partnet which i requested long ago but never come true. You are the one who make my wish come true. Cause i wanna spent time with my partner and to relax together after long years of working so hard. This is something which no one can plan for me except you. Just you & me!

Thank you for that Bintan chalet for my advance birthday. 5 days 4 nights, hmm...(Are you thinking what i'm thinking???)

We've 2 rooms. See whether my brother and his girlfriend can make it a not if not never mind lor...just leave it. I wanna cook for you to eat, that is for sure! I wanna make breakfast for you knowing you miss my breakfast at Marina Barrage. Till now, you still remember!

I know what to cook, all in my mind already! Probaly, we'll dine out for our dinner. As for breakfast & lunch, leave it to me. Knowing you love to eat & always eat outside foods. Cook everyday for you to eat, not a problem.

Next Sat, steamboat at my house & mum gonna fried the "zha rou bing" which you mention. How nice of my mum, i can't imagine now cause of you she make effort to "jing xin jing li" to do everything for you. Cause you'd win their heart by taking care of their daughter well and to dote on her. Xin ku Le, Bao bei!

Now whenever i speak on the phone using English language with my friend, she'll asked: Isit Danny??? Knowing you want to drive me to Johor, kept reminding me to check my passport expiry date. Knowing we gonna go on a holiday to bangkok, she'll ask when huh???

Never see her so concern about my stuffs before, 1st time!

All thanks to Hubby, Kudos!

My gosh! Everything also you & everyday sure ask about you. Hey, i jealous want hor...my mum so concern about you than me. Unfair lei!~Nah~ i should be happy that my family can click with you so well. I'm very relieve, seriously!

One of the point that i always wish for is that my partner can come my house to bond with my family. Guess, only you did! Jia you, bao bei! I'll jia you as well...Guess we have too many common character, thinking, family basics also the same...that's why we can get along so well.

Move it, baby!

Luvb, Luvb you!

While waiting for Hubby...

Went town to pass James & Karen bodyshop stuffs. Last minute, met Kevin to pass him too. Luckily, i bought his stuff out.

Had dinner with James to catch up with him. Buddy got lots to say...guess both of us are happy to find our true love. James accompany me to walk down from Cathay all the way to wait for Hubby to fetch me. Thank you, buddy! We shall catch up soon ya...

Hubby drove & collected his wallet. Finally, it's been found after 3 days! Blessed with the goods...New credit cards & new wallet soon. We had late dinner/supper just beside the restaurant. Will upload photo soon! (Foods)- My first time to try that...hmm...

Gosh! Our fast & furious is so wet today. I'm the reason for it. Sorry baby but i know you like it very much. ~Smile~ Baby, you know what??? My blog is alive cause of you. You make me wanna blog everyday of our life. To have memories, so whenever we flip back to see, is so wonderful.

Gonna heed to Johor with Hubby after school at 12pm today. Hubby had already booked a chalet for my advance birthday.(1st Nov-5th Nov)- Is at Bintan!!! 5 days in a row, how nice!!!I'm gonna enjoy with Hubby. Hopefully by December we can go Bangkok if there's nothing crops up.

By next year Jan/Feb, i've to prepare for his family side (parents meeting). Seems scary! After my brother get married next year, my turn soon! Hubby, is planning for house & children (1 boy, 1 girl). Keep our wish & life going man, baby!

Everything going so smooth now. So i'm not too worry about hubby's family side cause i got the confident that everything will goes well. I'll back hubby up no matter how "Unique" his mum is. I'm gonna face the challenge & overcome it when time comes. Cause i know, hubby will stay by my side to face everything together with me.

Thursday, October 15, 2009

HURRAY!

Hubby's wallet being found by the chinese restaurant's staff besides HANS which we went on last Sunday. Long story, not gonna say! Partly because of me. Inside, so many credit cards, i/c, drving license and more...

Luckily, there's news! See hubby, i blessed you! Wahaha...

Hubby, not to worry about your carrer. I'll bless you from Manager promote to Branch Manager. Running here and there to HQ after your work, makes me heart pain for you. Knowing you got a full time job yet have to be a policeman at times...

Take small steps, alright??? I'll give you my full support & faith in doing things. I know you'll defintely share with me about your work so not to think too much. Try to relax whenever you can.

Plus meeting me everyday, knew you are tired and have to rush here & there in order to spent as much time with me as possible. I'm truly blessed by you as well. You are the only man who will do everything for me. Really felt so warm inside me.

Thanks for everything, baby!

Love you with HUGS!

Hubby came my house for dinner...


















Bao bei reached my house at about 5.30pm. Dinner started as i'm too wet so i went for a bath. Mum cooked a lot of foods even there's sort of "Tom Yam" prawns for dear. Still got "Ha Kah Yong Tau Foo" & "Suan Pan Zi". YUMMY!

Thank you darling who bought 2 boxes of the "JELLY" for my family. Is soooo nice! Love it!

Before he came, mum asked me whether want to peel the prawn's head. I said YES! Cause hubby lazy to peel it, i knew it! Mum still asked me whether the xuan pan zi cooked white or black nicer??? I said:Black. I asked mum for the sambal chilli. So she went to her stall to get it & supermarket to buy the black sauce in order to cook a wonderful dinner for hubby cause our house had run out of black sauce.

First time, my mum cooked for my boyfriend. First time, my mum asked me so many questions so that she knows how to prepare a nice dinner for hubby. First time, she treats my beloved so nice. First time, she did something that touches me-treat my love ones well.

She even packed lots of foods home to bring back for his parents plus 1 box of D24 durian. See how they love Danny so much as they know how Danny treats me. Cause i told them how i feel for Danny & how Danny cherish me.

They even want to cook "Wine Chicken" for Danny & much more dishes...

Not only that, first time my parents & brother chatted with him for hours. They ended the conversation at 8.30pm. Gosh! quickly ask dear to 2nd level to do my laptop stuffs. He checked my birthday chalet see whether can get it a not & our 5 days bangkok holiday in December. So nice of him...

Hubby, i kind of regretted for placing an order of that Goldlion wallet for you though i personally love Goldlion brand. No wonder you keep asking me to cancel the order. The reason being-i knew it. Makes you remind of her though u'd lost it...

I hope you are heart pain due to the things inside that wallet not the wallet that makes you heart pain for it. When i saw her blog, yes i am kinda lost halfway. Mind was blank for awhile. Is just so sickening to see all her messages sent to you. Irritating!

Don't mind me thinking this way. Cause i know she can't let go of you. I know you won't change what you had already decided cause we can NEVER be seperated & we can't afford to lose each other.

How i wish she can stop all her nonsence & move on with her life. Nice words to be said:"Friends". Not nice is:"Enemy". She's just giving you attention (so sickening). I just hope if you were to bang into her at HQ again, please beware what you gonna say to her cause she'll blog out & i'll see it. Not very nice to know anything through her blog.

Sorry that i felt so sour at times but everyone will feel that too if we cherish our partner. Vice versa same for you. Like as late as after 12am, my friend sms me, you'll ask me who. We got nothing to hide from each other as our handphone messages always will know by one another.

I really don't know how long she gonna disturb you but is pretty bad as you know...in our relationship, i don't wish anyone will break us up...though the confident is there but over confident may not be good.

I wonder how long this will contiune...perhaps one day she's not the one who can't take it...i think i'll be the one couldn't take it anymore. Cause is very irritating being disturb by a person almost everyday.

~Just pray for the best~

Guess your memories is back!!!

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Waiting For HUBBY...

I'm waiting for Hubby to come my house for dinner at about 6pm. Another 8 hours to go. Mum gonna cook him "ke jia yong tau foo" & "xuan pan zi". Especially cook by my mum not my maid. Hubby gonna bless by my family members.

So far so good, he had leave a very good impression to my parents. My parents LOVE him very much...see the word like & love, there's different. My mum will always ask Hubby for dinner from now on.

I'm so relieved when i break the news to them about Danny & Me. Dad suspected first when he saw Danny drove to my house to do my laptop in his car. Next morning, he questioned me. So "Bo bian", can't hide! Have to tell the truth.

They are sooo happy for me cause i'd finally found my true love. I'll give him morning almost everyday. I'll listen to him when comes to the time whereby he restricted my schedule & all. I'll do a lot more for him than others.

He always do his part as a partner, just for me. First, was to help me wash my feet & slipper. Second, wipe my nose while having dinner cause suddenly having a running nose. Third, he helped me tie my ribbon of my dress when is unknot. All these really give me a shock & surprised me.
He is so thoughtful...

Cause hardly a partner will do all these without telling/hinting them. With him by my side, i felt so bless, so secure, so warm & i can say i'm the most happiness woman in the world.

Who will 24 hours take care of me even i'm not well??? Who will rush place to place cause of me??? Who will bring me to eat after i knocked off from work??? Who will fetch me from Balestier/Hougang all the way to North point after i knocked off??? Who will always wait for me???
Only him, Danny Lee!

I never expected my partner will do all these for me. Little things, he'll worry & anxious for me. He's the only guy i came across who treat me like a princess. Seriously, i don't know how to be thankful to him.

As his girlfriend, i also done my part for loving, caring & being thoughtful to him. I'll make him smile everyday & i want him to feel comfortable being with me. Yes, he do! Right now, i can only love him more & stay with him till the end of the time. I want to accompany him through his life no matter where he is, where he goes...I'll follow him & stay TRUE!

Chemistry in us pull us through everything. Our 1 month is in few days time. Time flies so fast which we never expected that we are actually together. I made him sad & disappointed for 1 time, when before we are together. I don't want to make him sad, unhappy or even disappointed anymore. That's why i accepted him when he told me his inner most feelings for me.

The things he done for me can never be replaced by anyone. The confident level we had is much more than we expected. We'll defintely make it through everything.

Feeling Happy!

Hubby knocked off early today. Went to hougang mall to meet him. He drove me to Jenny's house to pass her my notes. There will be more to come. Is super duper heavy, lucky got dear's help.

After that, we heed to Ang Mo Kio coffee shop to have zhi cha for our dinner. Went to catch "The Ugly Truth" at Bishan. Then we had coffee & peanut toast bread at the Railway Mall. Not forgetting our fast & furious before heeding home.

That's a nice & great one for sure."HIGH"! Baby, i'm so fortunate & lucky to have you with me. After soooo many years, finally i had made a right choice. Defintely, is you! My one & only love...we are deep in love till can't seperate even for 1 day.

Imagine if anything happens(touch wood)...how are we going to survive??? No way man! I want our life keep going with wonderful & happy memories.

I wanna make you smile everyday when you get to see me. I wanna take care of you till you grow old. I wanna share your burden with you no matter what happens in your life. I wanna hold you tight till the end of the time.

You make me wanna feel the love from you. You make me wanna feel the "heat" from you. You make me wanna "touch" you through your eyes. You make me wanna....

Is so warm that we can hug each other in our arms so tightly. I promise you that i'll stay with you by your side & goes through thick & thin together. I'll NEVER leave you. I'm sure we do cherish this realationship cause we are sooooooo madly in love with each other.

We shall look forward for the best to come. I shall bless you with the goods. Jia you hand in hand & overcome every single little things.

~LOVE YOU, DANNY HUBBY~

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Simply Us...





















Sigh! Don't know what happened to my blog...need to create a new blog. Was happy cause is new blog. Old one, can forget it! Hubby, let's start from here. Our blog!

Shall type more that before what i'd written in the old post..

I shall go get prepare & meet Hubby at Hougang Mall. Is kinda late! I must be fast & furious this time. Baby, is waiting for me...

I'm coming over!